It was never my intention to leave you in a position that i felt so jealous. I thought it best to put my thoughts in a letter to you because it gives me time to ponder over the things I most want to say. It’s never all that easy to write I’m sorry ,, but at this time, I must swallow my pride and express the full extent of my apology to you .

I love you so very much my darling and if I hurt you, words cannot say how much I am truly sorry! It will never happen again and I hope you will trust me on that score?

I ask you to search deep within your heart to find forgiveness for me. We have such a wonderful life together and would hate to feel that this has jeopardized this in any way.

It is at times like this that I really come to appreciate just how much I truly love you. The trust and respect that we hold so dearly for each other has been compromised by my wrongdoing and this is something that I bitterly regret.

Neither of us could have known that I would be so foolish and, my love, I ask you to search your heart to forgive me. I promise it will never happen again and as the definite love of my life, kindred spirit even, I would be devastated if I were to ever lose you. PLEASE appreciate me as your GF ! :')